Friday 22 June 2018

Geoff Lloyd, Wyndham, New Zealand

What’s with the spirit of timidity in all these Christians? Why is everyone so afraid of being on an island? I’ve been on a desert island. When I first visited New Zealand, my friend Alistair and I were the only inhabitants of a little island called Ulva. So I’m pretty confident I’d be ok, as we survived that intimidating, well signposted, floor-boarded, verdant paradise for at least 4 hours.

Which verses would you take to the desert island?

Come to me, all who labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28

I remember Geoff Thomas stressing the importance of this verse, it's something that's always stayed with me. He was saying how unique the Lord Jesus was in His teaching. How far apart He stands from the crowds of other secular and religious teachers who offer ideas, thoughts and lifestyles. My saviour offers Himself. He gives me Himself to go to and cast my cares upon. In answer to my most pressing needs Jesus offers me Jesus. The temple soldiers were spot on: ‘No one ever spoke like this man!’
Those words of Jesus are so pregnant with grace I can't think of them without my heart breaking into doxology. How great is Jesus’ love for sinners! There’s nothing more valuable than what He freely gives.


Who would you like to find on the island for company?

I see that Robert Murray McCheyne and Thomas Watson are already hanging out on other people’s islands, so I’m going to have to say Dr. Lloyd-Jones for three reasons.
1) Reading his ‘Evangelistic Sermons at Aberavon’ blew my mind and radically shaped my attitude and approach to preaching. I know that no matter what we talked about, it would center on, revolve around and always return to Christ, crucified.
2) Lloyd-Jones has had a tremendous second-hand influence on me. There are four experienced ministers who were directly instrumental in my ministry: Geoff Thomas (Aberystwyth), Malcolm Jones (Maes-y-cwmer), Bruce Powell and Andrew Davies (both of whom I met as retired ministers in the Newport area). All of them are heroes to me and all would point to Lloyd-Jones as a seminal influence in their lives. I’d love to sit down with a man who was so used of God, that through his ministry, the Spirit raised up so many faithful servants of the church.
3) Lloyd-Jones knew how to dress for the beach which is essential on a desert Island. There’s a great photo in the first half of Iain Murray’s biography of ‘The Doctor’ on a Pembrokeshire beach in a full three piece suit, hands clasped over a book.

Which song would you take to the island?

I’ve got a brain that remembers lyrics, so I’d be taking a whole mental hymnbook. But among those I’d be singing most frequently would be a couple of Wesley’s. Jesu’, Lover of My Soul has the double comfort of soul warming words and a soul stirring tune in ‘Aberystwyth’. My time as a student in that town is one I remember very fondly (the tune was written in my old GP’s surgery!) so I’m always glad to have that tune in my mouth and the Christ glorifying words in my heart.
Oh Jesus Full of Truth and Grace is the hymn I would need when I inevitably fall into sin (Yes, even on a desert island). I once sat in Aberystwyth Salvation Army hall listening to a blind preacher speaking on Matthew 5:29 If your right eye causes you to sin, tear it out and throw it away. For it is better that you lose one of your members than that your whole body be thrown into hell. I remember him saying, “I’ve never sinned with my eye. But my mind is still capable of creating most graphic, godless thoughts.”
A desert island might produce far fewer stimuli to sin, but my heart needs no encouragement. However, it would crave this great hymn that tells me of Jesus absolute sufficiency to forgive and restore fallen saints.

O Jesus, full of truth and grace,
more full of grace than I of sin,
yet once again I seek Your face;
open Your arms, and take me in,
and feely my backslidings heal,
and love the faithless sinner still.

You know the way to bring me back,
my fallen spirit to restore:
O for Your truth and mercy’s sake,
forgive, and bid me sin no more;
the ruins of my soul repair,
and make my heart a house of prayer.

The stone to flesh again convert,
the veil of sin again remove;
sprinkle Your blood upon my heart,
and melt it by Your dying love;
this rebel heart by love subdue,
and make it soft, make it new.

Ah! Give me, Lord, the tender heart
that trembles at the approach of sin;
a godly fear of sin impart,
implant, and root it deep within,
that I may dread Your gracious power,
and never dare to offend You more.
Charles Wesley, 1707-88

Saturday 9 June 2018

Esther Chaplin, Blackwood


Which verses would you take to the desert island?

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ. For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love he predestined us for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace that he lavished on us. Ephesians 1:3-8

I have always struggled with assurance of salvation. Even before I was saved my one question to which no one could give me an answer that I found helpful was, "how will I know?" I was told by some that I would just know; that wasn't good enough for me because I didn't know and sometimes now I still don't know. My problem was and still is looking within for feelings of assurance. The phrases throughout this passage remind me that salvation is all of God and nothing of me. He chose us...He predestined us...He has freely given us...He lavished on us... I need to take my eyes off myself and keep them on Him. 

For God so loved the world, He gave His only Son, that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world but that the world through Him might be saved. John 3:16-17

I went to a Welsh speaking conference in 2016 called Llanw. The main speaker was John Treharne and as I listened to him through the translation headset he spoke of how Jesus came out of the Fathers love. I had never "heard" this before although had heard it many many times throughout my life. Out of the Fathers love! I realised that my view of the Father being the stern one and Jesus the gentle one is not true. It all began with God!

Do not be anxious about anything but in everything, with prayer and Thanksgiving, put your requests to God. And the peace of God which passes all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.  Finally brothers and sisters whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable if anything is excellent or praiseworthy- think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you. Philippians 4:6-9

This verse has helped me in times of depression and anxiety. From the age of 18 I started to experience anxiety episodes. It was a really difficult time and I didn't understand what was happening and why I felt so low a lot of the time. The anxiety attacks would really distress me.  My dad was so supportive at this time and he would talk me through how what I was feeling was like wearing dark coloured glasses. I could not see properly through these glasses and they made everything seem bleak. My Dad would say this verse to me and encourage me to occupy my mind by not dwelling on myself and my circumstances. The way we think affects the way we feel and the promise at the end of the verse is that the peace of God will be with you.

Do not be afraid, I am your God, let nothing terrify you. I will make you strong and help you, I will protect you and save you. Isaiah 41:10

Again, in times of distress, God tells me not to let anything terrify me. So comforting! I would quite often at low times repeat this verse to myself over and over. I specifically remember doing that in work, in private, when I felt that I couldn't get through the day. I had a small pocket book of verses and this was one I thought about a lot. 

Ask and it shall be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7

I've never known a steady assurance. I still spend a lot of time wondering am I really saved, what if I'm not? Even doing this blog brought the question to my mind. It can be quite scary. Lots of people have encouraged me to believe I am because they see that I am. But I want to see it and I want to feel it. It is my one desire, to have an assurance. This verse reminds me of God's promise; that whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved. And so my prayer is that of the man in Mark 9: Lord, I believe! Help my unbelief!

Who would you like to find on the island for company?

                                                                                                              The dying thief. He never had the chance to earn his salvation...his faith amazes me! He had to fully lean on Jesus. He couldn't go to church, couldn't have a quiet time, couldn't do anything but trust! That is all that is needed though. God doesn't love me more because I go to church or read my bible etc. He didn't love the dying thief any less because he didn't do these things. He has loved his people with an everlasting love!






Which song would you take to the island?

There is a day
That all creation's waiting for,
A day of freedom and liberation for the earth.
And on that day
The Lord will come to meet His bride,
And when we see Him
In an instant we'll be changed

The trumpet sounds
And the dead will then be raised
By His power,
Never to perish again.
Once only flesh,
Now clothed with immortality,
Death has now been
Swallowed up in victory

We will meet Him in the air
And then we will be like Him
For we will see Him, as He is
Oh yeah!
Then all hurt and pain will cease
And we'll be with Him forever
And in His glory we will live
Oh yeah! Oh yeah!

So lift your eyes
To the things as yet unseen,
That will remain now
For all eternity.
Though trouble's hard,
It's only momentary
And it's achieving
Our future glory.